Bikinis

Everyone, I am a fat chick. Currently pregnant with my 6th child, I weigh a cool 210 pounds.  Yes, fat chick coming through. I'd love to weigh a little less and not have a baby bump that makes it impossible to fit my "normal" pans and jeans, but after 5 kids, I have a lot of clothes that still fit (Thank you maternity clothes).

It is February...like, 3 months till I can even run around my yard, jump in the pool, and mow my huge lawn in my bikini but I feel like these posts are important. They show the world what I am teaching my kids. Yes, all you trolls, I am teaching them about obesity being acceptable, risking one's health because the tax payers pay for it, and all that shit. But really, no. I'm teaching them to accept where they are. I am fat, yes. But, at my thinnest, I was 165 and hot! I also ended up in the hospital because I was so unhealthy and my diabetes almost killed me because of it. So, I think anywhere from 180-200 is acceptable for me. What can I say, I love food and I can't diet very well because of my diabetes. 

Back to my half nakedness...This summer, I will be sporting not pregnant swimwear, slimming swimwear, or even one piece suits. I will be sporting the bikinis my husband and kids picked out along with one I picked up because I needed zero tan-lines for a military ball. I mean, FOCUS! We have priorities. I'm stuck with tan-lines 12 months a year, ask my hubby. 

Here's my pic:

See that fat lady? Yeah, that's me. Plan, simple, old (I'm 28), and jiggly. I plan on getting bigger but not because I'm gaining fat. I mean, I am pregnant people. I'll share those pictures too, maybe. I haven't decided. I do it because my girls love bikinis, because my girls want tons of kids, and my girls are my girls. We love food, we love dancing, we love running around and being loud, and we have big bones and they may end up heavier than YOU want them to be. 

I told my mom and my sister that I want my girls to feel total confident and comfortable standing, even walking around naked with their husbands one day. I want them to be able to do what I once did...take my clothes off (with or without someone around) and know I am sexy and beautiful. I don't believe that often now, and so I fake it so my girls will see that "a woman of size" can be fat and beautiful and effing sexy damn it! 

World, there are women who are bold and beautiful...not because they meet anyone's expectations, but because they blow them out of the water. These are my inspiration for the day. Please, check them out!

http://brittanyherself.com

http://www.themilitantbaker.com